Wassup.

Sometimes people dont understand until they are told what happen.

Sometimes people try to understand but is still left clueless.

Sometimes people are scared to understand what they are going to understand.

Sometimes people just give up knowing they wouldnt understand.

When sometimes become too frequent it just turns to irritation.

Yet we are different, in every way.

But yet the same, in certain way.

That's why we got to try and adapt, suiting and understand.

Never giving up, never not try to understand.

If not for our own self, who else are going to understand?

In the end, do you understand?

peace im out

aye been quite awhile since i've been here.
so how ya'll doing?
well this few weeks i've been some kind busy.
sch and stuffs, haha yea.
k actually now i feel like a retard as im out of ideas on wad to blog.

hmm...
actually im writing new rhymes requested by shye.
been quite awhile since i wrote some and i gotta practice up.
my articulation are all messed up and for starters it aint even good.
so i surely gotta work on that pretty soon.

now im spacing out.
thinking.
hmm..
most of the time i always speak without thinking.
but i try make it a point that that's only my opinion.
so i hope anyone wont be offended by what i say.

k now im totally burnt out.
gotta get some shut eye.
till next time blogger.

peace im out

wassup guys.
i got a confession.
these few days i ate alot.
ALOT MEANS ALOT.
i dont know why but im feeling quite down.
many things going thru my head and im just unmotivated to do anything.
i slept for the whole day today after eating breakfast.
n now im just wasting time.
i donno what i want to look foward every single day.
i used to have one but its long gone n outta my reach.

my mom told me i used to be very competitive in nature.
like during kindergarden i competed to be the 1st in class.
but when i got second i cried.
as i got older, its just seems to me that there arnt any worthy people to compete with.
it aint just worth it.
as each day pass i feel damn empty.
i wanna test myself out, wanna know what im really capable of doing.
but in the end, i end up doing no shit.
i used to go to sleep with a thought.
everything will turn out fine the next day after a good night sleep.
and usually it does.
even if i dint do my hmwk or assignments it will still turn out fine.

actually i wanted to join the sp rugby club.
but i dont have any boots to wear.
i think im going to just go and have a look tmr.
see what im supposed to see and if god willing i will join.

everytime i wonder.
wonder what im going to do next.
pounder on it for hours.
and end up sleeping deeply.
i wanna compete to be the best.
but in what area?
that is the thing im searching.

peace im out