wazzup.
what a day for me.
my sis dint come back home for the whole night,
i dint sleep waiting for her,
she dint even call or come back in the morning.

GEMs project.
submission and presentation by today.
harith did ALL the work.
since i prioritize seeing shye off im landing him into a shitty state.
i know he's mad and pissed.
i know even apologizing wont help.
even knowing this im still apologizing.
and i promise i'll do my best there wont be a next time.

now im thinking.
should i just not go tmr and leave the presentation to red since he did it?
no. i'll just be making it worst by just doing that rite?
should i not get involved with this GEMs anymore?
mayb. but i'll be just running away without facing the problems like a coward if thats the case.
should i do a project with him again?
mayb not? cause i may repeat the same situation as now and i dont want this mistake to happen to him again.
have i done the right decision today?
to me yes and partly no. since i promised shye to send him off i made the right decision for myself. but i have a due project gems tmr so i dint do the right decision and this just show im plain selfish.

(this part onwards isnt intended to anyone im just generalising)

most of the times i like to make excuses.
like when im too lazy to do homework i'll just go "huh? got eh? i dint know".
but sometimes when there's a valid reason it'll just seem like an excuse.

k even i am getting confused on what im writing.
so i'll just stop here.
too many things on my mind.
just wanna apologize once again to two of my brother : friz and red.
i know i have landed in a deep pile of mess now.
so im trying my best to clear it out.

peace im out

aye wazzup.
aite juz watched hip hop countdown on mtv just now.
and i came up with this idea.
how bout i update this in my blog so ya'll can keep track of new tracks and number one on the list.
and this will be like a reminder to me to keep myself updated too.
ok i think this may be abit confusing so just forget it.

From: mtvasia.com, dated may 17 2009

1	Right Round Flo Rida Feat Ke$ha
2	Kiss Me Thru The Phone Soulja Boy Tell 'em Feat Sammie
3	Blame It Jamie Foxx Feat T-Pain
4	Dead & Gone T.I. Feat Justin Timberlake
5	Beautiful Akon Feat Colby O'donis & Kardinal Offishall
6	Heartless Kanye West
7	Love Sex Magic Ciara Feat Justin Timberlake
8	Mad Ne-Yo
9	Knock You Down Keri Hilson Feat Kanye West & Ne-Yo
10	We Made You Eminem

and yea i watched nitro circus just now too.
it was freaking awesome!
haha kinda stupid but way fun dude!
talking bout awesome,
at family affair 3 yesterday,
i was totally awed!
especially fam from malaysia.
i went like woa!
haha.

aite now bout da'sho case 7.
T.A.G will be participating in it.
in detail the performers are :friz and afeeq
and we hope the people reading this will come down and support us!
the tix is 8bucks per person and if u wanna get the tix contact me personally or go to our home blog and leave ur contacts.
so we really would appriciate that u buy the tix and come down to support us aite.


















peace im out

aye..
damn im in a bad mood..
tot i would impress my homies with the new mixtape..
but i got my tongue tied and it went all wrong..
but its ok from the comments i'll improve, that i'll promise.
thanks guys for the comment really appreciate it.

i really have an issue of getting myself hated with my actions without me noticing.
damn i really feel like not going to the DJ camp now since i know somethings up.
im like in a dilemma now.
but the bottomline i'll still go and just close one of my eyes.

ok enuf of the bad parts,
now the good entry.
Shye bought a new SUPRA!
DAMN! Hahahaha!
grats dude, (kalau aku ade rezeki lebih aku beli lah)
and friz bought the supra Tshirt.
and i passed my quiz which is worth 15% of the module!
without hardwork + enough sleep = 74/100 marks.

aite till here.
hope everyone can come down for the thing tmr.
eh pardon me, i meant today.

peace im out

i make it rain, i make it rain
i make rain on them hoes.

WAZZUP!
its raining!
n i played with the rain as i fetched idham from sch.
haha been awhile since i danced in the rain.
wooot! i felt great!

k enuf of that.
sch was ok just now.
especially CRS, jokes were cracked all the way.
and tutorial was great atleast i learned something rite?

aite tmr jamming and im looking forward to it.
but im not confident enuf.
but im gonna have fun.
thats the main thing rite?
so till here.
im off.

peace im out

aye wassup!
im back!

actually i dint go to sch today.
had a bad cough and was dizzy abit.
but well i rested enough and feeling alot better.
and so im going to sch tmr.
damn...
stupid lectures..
im having a hard time understanding what they are saying..
or mayb its just me coz i have a bad attitude..
haish..
nvm..

I just finished one whole song lyrics!
ATLAS.
haha but there aint no chorus yet so its pending.
a mixtape's coming up soon aye?
so now im really looking forward for jamming this friday.
so i gotta start memorizing the lyrics now.
n im having a hard time doing it.
haha heck care!
damn im gonna show wad i got.
soo hyped now.
k gotta sleep if not gonna b late for lecture tmr.

peace im out

Wassup.

Sometimes people dont understand until they are told what happen.

Sometimes people try to understand but is still left clueless.

Sometimes people are scared to understand what they are going to understand.

Sometimes people just give up knowing they wouldnt understand.

When sometimes become too frequent it just turns to irritation.

Yet we are different, in every way.

But yet the same, in certain way.

That's why we got to try and adapt, suiting and understand.

Never giving up, never not try to understand.

If not for our own self, who else are going to understand?

In the end, do you understand?

peace im out

aye been quite awhile since i've been here.
so how ya'll doing?
well this few weeks i've been some kind busy.
sch and stuffs, haha yea.
k actually now i feel like a retard as im out of ideas on wad to blog.

hmm...
actually im writing new rhymes requested by shye.
been quite awhile since i wrote some and i gotta practice up.
my articulation are all messed up and for starters it aint even good.
so i surely gotta work on that pretty soon.

now im spacing out.
thinking.
hmm..
most of the time i always speak without thinking.
but i try make it a point that that's only my opinion.
so i hope anyone wont be offended by what i say.

k now im totally burnt out.
gotta get some shut eye.
till next time blogger.

peace im out

wassup guys.
i got a confession.
these few days i ate alot.
ALOT MEANS ALOT.
i dont know why but im feeling quite down.
many things going thru my head and im just unmotivated to do anything.
i slept for the whole day today after eating breakfast.
n now im just wasting time.
i donno what i want to look foward every single day.
i used to have one but its long gone n outta my reach.

my mom told me i used to be very competitive in nature.
like during kindergarden i competed to be the 1st in class.
but when i got second i cried.
as i got older, its just seems to me that there arnt any worthy people to compete with.
it aint just worth it.
as each day pass i feel damn empty.
i wanna test myself out, wanna know what im really capable of doing.
but in the end, i end up doing no shit.
i used to go to sleep with a thought.
everything will turn out fine the next day after a good night sleep.
and usually it does.
even if i dint do my hmwk or assignments it will still turn out fine.

actually i wanted to join the sp rugby club.
but i dont have any boots to wear.
i think im going to just go and have a look tmr.
see what im supposed to see and if god willing i will join.

everytime i wonder.
wonder what im going to do next.
pounder on it for hours.
and end up sleeping deeply.
i wanna compete to be the best.
but in what area?
that is the thing im searching.

peace im out