Tuesday, September 30, 2008
haha its been a very long time since i said good mornin to anione.
i hope what u sae is true from ya heart.
if soo i realli appreciate it.
u know i know.
n trust mie ma mind was full of thoughts after the chat yesterdae.
guess wad?
RAYE IS TOMMOROE!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
at long last 2daes the last dae of puase n im glad i was given a chance to do a full puase.
alhamdullilah.
wad cha baju kurung colour dis yr??
mines green =).
green wif envy haha.
so u all did all da preparations already??
i know i did. NOT. hahahah.
all done by ma mother or the women in da house.
im juz slackin off.
from here to those readin this post.
i want to apologise from the top of ma head to the bottom of ma feet if i at ani moment did anithing wrong to u in any ways.
may u haf a blissful year ahead of u.
n dont forget to beep mie if ya'll goin to jln raye aites.
N WOO CAN MAKE FIREWORKS.
hehehe if ya understand uh.
so till here.
salam murbarak.
selamat hari raye maaf zahir dan batin.
im hustlin off.
peace im out
Monday, September 29, 2008
livin in dillusions, jackin up ma sane level
my hearts pumpin up, thinkin lika rebel
tot i found da gem, greatest discovery in ma life
got duped lika fool, even worst den gettin a lie
unholy temptations, really killing ma spins,
gt hypnorised and pulled down by all da sins
speechless, feelin jacked da cause not from ma homies
shes da root of dis racket, realli makin mie piss
rage burnin purely, feedin on ma jealousy
it aint rite bt i had paid all ma due fee
gotta earn respect, for ya to recieve it baq
scan on da proofs been laid, itsa matta ofa fact
once believed, twice gettin confused
da stage been set up, settin off da fuse
if u think jugglin boys likur playground
think twice, i aint one of dem, dont get mie wrong
label: i aint playin around animore wifa flirt
aite juz came baq from stall.
help out ma daddy from lepas subuh till now.
n gotta admit it dat its tiring.
lagi2 puase haus seyh ish ish cobaan.
yest f1 race was intense.
farrari did alot of cock up.
n i dono y bt i was supportin alonso from the startin of the race.
i even said eh alonso start at 15 wth!
haha grats to him n too bad for massa.
hmms.
gotta make new lines for collabo wif friz.
gotta work on new lines for furthur collabos n mixtapes.
damn.
surely i'll rise up to da challenge.
aite now too tired hustlin off to lala land.
shes juz a flirt n dont think im a fool bitch.
peace im out
Sunday, September 28, 2008
currently cant sleep.
i think i becama a nocturnal being.
haha realli coz like i cant sleep at night n when in the morning i sleep till 12 or 2pm.
k 2 more daes to hari raye.
dis ramadhan is coming to an end.
n truthfully its the most interesting month of my life.
goin to qiam made mie realize alot of things.
frankly speakin im not good in religion coz i never go to madrasah n all.
n i haf forgotten most of the things i learned from my guru ngaji n my grandmother.
bt during the qiam before driftin off to sleep yesterdae.
i realized i haf alot of things to catch up religion based.
so i made a promise to maself dat im goin to learn all of it myself.
may god guide me the right path insyaallah.
u may all laugh bt i finally gt wad im searchin for which is peace.
i found ma peace when im prayin without distraction n full of passion alhamdulillah.
yesterdae qiam-ed at annur n accidentally joined the youth activities dere.
is was totall unintentional bt i personally learned something from it.
one thing will be on ma mind.
pray like the world is endin tommoroe, plan like u are living in the future.
k enuf bout the religion based.
now lets go to love based.
personally i think love is a weird thing.
sometimes it comes and go.
sometimes it comes n never go.
for mie girls that came never go.
because they'll be in ma heart forever.
frankly im still in love wif my 1st love.
i cant forget bout her n never will.
coz she made an impact in my life.
the only thing i loved is makin her smile.
the smile which seems to worth nothing is a treasure to mie.
a smile means a life.
if i cant make a person smile its as bad as im a enemy or a jerk.
k uh stoppin here sry for the long post.
hustling off to game wif mat.
peace im out
Thursday, September 25, 2008
yesterdae qiam-ed again wif ma homies.
jeah had fun cs-ing n playin dota while waitin for qiam.
well dis ramadan is makin mie open ma eyes.
to alot of things.
clearin ma doubt n all.
one thing for shure im tryna change ma old self to a betta one at least.
its for the best n for mie da hardest thing.
so did some lines the other dae.
check it out:
love's lika weather affectin ur emotions
swingin to any climate starter to a commotion
dis bond's unique buildin on cement of trust
foundation had a crack collapsin real fast
feelin lika angle bein soo blissed
jealously a devil makin u pissed
promises been made wifa cross to da hearts
circumstances forbid it'll be torn apart
cherishin da moments cant be forgotten
bein apart feelins started to rotten
da wisper of love got carried by da wind
howlin lika wolf aint tryin make a scene
grippin on fate hopin for da best
loneliness beatin hard on ma chest
deathbed wish once more to glance ur smile
prayin hard though ma mind livin in denial
Label: lines are generalized aint meant for anione.
don comment on ma rhymes aites if u haf read it.
so till here.
im hustlin off.
thinkin of qiam-ing tommoroe as well.
peace im out
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
its nice weathered Wednesday 2dae.
everytin's cool.
here i am writin dis post.
dint slept coz cant sleep.
watched pineapple express.
rate it bout 7/10.
storyline base its good.
lesson learned: friends do get into a fight bt if they realize dat the friendship is more important than a froggin quarrel they'll gt back n settle their diffs.
2dae plannin to go qiam again wif ma homies.
bt haven confirm coz lom tanye.
pls skip dis part if u dont wanna waste ur time aite:
k makin a side track.
for mie love isnt a play thing.
i can get serious if i wanted to.
bt cant due to a reason or two.
its not da looks dat realli affect the person i love.
its da heart n inside wads im after for.
caring, affection, understandin n passion.
life's more than it seems.
if she aint meant for u.
lettin go is da best choice.
rather den draggin it down.
i always wanted to know wads it felt like to be loved.
n i did receive some in da certain period last time.
bt it aint serious coz i aint mature.
bt i truly appreciate it.
even awile n abit.
it still worth ma time n its still gonna be in ma memory forever.
i aint tryin be sarcastic bt it realli make mie happy to see ur smile even if i aint da reason to it.
so till here.
im hustlin off wanna play game.
peace im out
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
here to update.
yesterdae went for kiam.
erm i guess its 2dae uh coz the kiam started at 4am.
haha went wif ma homies red, iylia n mat.
had quite a time dere beribadah for the 1st time.
we sat on da divider of da road in front of da mosque while eatin.
n tell u the tomyam maggie is delicious.
dint slept the whole night coz playin UNO wif iylia.
hahaha NASIB katekan haha or shld i sae da takdir sape menang.
dint sleep simply coz scared of overshottin da kiam.
after kiam went to sahur.
the food's quite nice i must sae.
n by dat time iylia seemed dead tired.
went home at 7 .30plus without iylia as he was dead.
haha sry bruh if dint wait 4 ya.
den now at home.
watchin some anime before sleepin.
so till here.
insyaallah akan kiam lagi hari nie.
im hustlin off enjoyin ma anime.
peace im out
Monday, September 22, 2008
so waddup again.
remakin 2dae post as nothin betta to do.
haha realli seyh.
holidaes are gettin realli borin.
cant wait for raye n finish up puase.
gt alot of things to do by next month.
gotta go for jammin coz its been wae too long off da turntables.
im scared of losin ma skills ya feelin mie.
so 2dae finished up ma rap for mixtape.
aint as good as ma track lines bt its allrite.
do comment on it aites.
here it goes btw its da beginnin n endin onli :
hood power packed wif seven thousand horses
try n keep up coz dere aint any pauses
hooked up 12 inch rims lika windmill spinin
wired up neon light bright as star glimmin
u ready to walk home, hand over ur keys
u losin dis race expected lookin pissed
dis aint a game, u gotta abide da rule
dont gamble on ur bitch if ya're a fool
jeah dats all folks.
i aint feelin da love baq namsaiyin.
check urself up gal.
peace im out
Sunday, September 21, 2008
waddup?
2dae quite a dae.
haha i mean yesterdae *saturdae*.
i think i'll pass on the love side.
juz let it come to mie rather i go for it.
dont want to be emotional attached uh.
haha chey berbual world uh aku.
hahaha.
k endin dis post wif a fast write up of rap.
enjoy:
captured n set mie up on da upstage
i aint holdin baq im buffin up wif rage
soo dependent on ur steriod medicine
feelin damn high u cant even do simple recognition
movin wif gust aint dancin like crane
coz im soo sleeq it juz seemed insane
u think u'll rise wif juz a single move
look around da croud aint movin to ur groove
tryna diss mie i aint gonna act
coz u soo slow man u followin ma tracks
mimickin ma style u think datsa solution
got it bad coz im goin thru evolution
soarin ma wings high aint forgetin others
cant make it without support from ma own bros
endin dis wif respect ma hats off
u makin faces i dont care frog off
imma hustlin off.
gotta catch up to dat guy.
must improve!
peace im out
Saturday, September 20, 2008
haha 2dae dint do anithin great.
nothin much to update.
writin down some lines currently.
haha cant show to it yet.
friz enterin da noise thingy n finishin up his mixtapes.
pray for him to get in aites amin.
red currently goin on with his beats.
i guess his inspiration has come.
i hope it dont go too fast.
thx bruh for the track btw nice beat uh!
haha hmm...
wad else am i supposed to write?
i guess i miss her.
haha bt whu know.
so till here im hustling off.
writin somemore lines before goin to sleep.
peace im out
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
STATING DIS POST WITH CAPS!
WADDUP?
IM IN HYPE MODE NOW!
haha kk chill down.
k let mie take a breather.*PHEW*
I PASSED MY SEM EXAM! WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
kk enuf2.
k uh realli expected juz pass the thing.
bt i gt a gpa of 3.2/4 like WOA!
nothing big uh bt its my 1st official exam n it counts.
i was like staring at the results n askin what is the gpa for pass.
den he said 2 and abv.
Fyi with gpa 3.5 abv u can go to University.
jeah n dats what im aimin for.
i promise myself i will buck up for the next exam no more slackin.
aimin for the top i will rise!
haha juz watched the movie Make it happen at watch movie.
moral of story:
pursue ur dreams n never stop goin for it.
dont ever gif up even if u stink!
jeah im like more motivated now.
with last minute effort got dis kind of results.
bt no more! imma work hard next sem onwards.
jeah dats ma promise to maself.
gotta make ma momma n daddy proud n happy.
so till here wanna sleep before sahur.
imma hustling off with a big smile on ma face.
peace im out
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
jeah im here in da middle of the dae.
haha had fun juz nw.
went to teraweh.
den went to farhan cribs coz nothin betta to do.
watch some horror movies.
wujud. hahahaha.
tk takot la.
was hoping to get a call or msg.
N received none.
aint mad bt worried.
i juz wanna know u more before i make ma move.
n trust mie im aint gonna rush.
if fate isnt wif mie den be it.
watched wild girl at watch-movies.
quite interestin imma gif it 8/10.
moral of story people do change.
its wheather they want to or not.
peer influence is the best condition for ur change.
if u tend to hang out with bad people for eg: smokers, drug takers or bad stuff doin ppl den for shure u gonna be like them.
know why?
if u wanna stop they will influence u n dis is da TRUTH.
bt i belief dis people can change.
we are born good deep inside belief it.
bt its their own will.
i cant force bt da onli thing i can do is try n help.
now thinkin of what i shld do n shldnt do.
n for mie hell yeah im gonna change.
btw i dont smoke nor do bad stuffs im juz plain lazy dats the fact i must change.
so till here.
imma hustling off.
haha n its 3.18.
like woa!
hahaha goin high bcoz of the red bull.
n im missing somebody.
peace im out
Monday, September 15, 2008
to top off da previous post.
i dedicated to someone.
here it goes:
10th of sept's e dae our paths clash n fate met
ma mind got caught n curiosity crept
her sweet melody soo catchy cant forget
felt like she’s hell of a package power packed
aint hot as chris brown know dat aint a factor
da seed’s been planted its beginning to sprout
da sweetest smile lika sun her best sector
shine up baby I’d run da miles so don’t pout
protectin her imma lika toy soldier
im mesmerized by her aint no joke ma peer
to da ocean dis wad im ready to shout:
“I love ma baby” even among da crowd
Hope dis aint one sided whisper mie da truth
Aint suited up some things had knocked out ma tooth
Every sunset endin to ma chapter
But changes can be made
i know it kinda sucked bt i tried.
still can improve.
btw im talkin bout lyrics wise nt sometin else.
how u'd been doin?
been quite some time since i update ma blog.
was away if u know wad i mean.
yesterdae ma mother side fam came to ma house for buke.
cooked alot of things n all of it finish.
damn! dint eat much as no appetite.
aint no joke homies i got no appetite.
due to somethin happenin.
well i'd been thinkin alot dis daes.
know why?
bcoz im havin hols n i got no betta thing to do.
everyone's buzy dis few daes.
friz, idris, fat smoke gonna haf their final year exams soon.
mat n iylia finishin their course dis week so gt alot of assignments due.
most of them are buzy.
n those nt buzy seem buzy.
hahaha ade hols ape gune nyer kan?
ok man letmi write ma thoughts down:
- i wanna aim higher in life
- i know i can achieve anything without being lazy
- i wanna strengthen up ma religious side
- i wanna know her more
- im feelin insecure
- i wanna go DJ jammin
- i wanna meet ma last guru ngaji dis raye
- i wan someone to be by ma side
- i wan someone to love n be loved back
- i MUST change maself
i ate chicken masak sambal juz now.
n it taste wierd n momma said da basi.
WTH! hope perot tk sakit hari nie.
so imma hustle off.
peace im out
Friday, September 12, 2008
2dae slacked at home.
anxiously waitin for the call.
den went for teraweh n received a miss call.
what i realli hope in a girl:
- the sweetest smile she could gif
- she could pry out ma sweetest smile
- the same interest
- outgoin
- understandin
- lovable
- N mampat (haha dis part jokin)
so far i have not look realli throughly in ma life.
coz i would sae " sape la nk aku kan?" (haha serious)
i hoped to meet the one i will truly love.
i left it in god's hand.
n i thik hes givin mie a chance now.
bt someone said im rushy.
haha ma bad.
im chill juz tell mie n i'll cool off.
sry i din pick the call was khusyuk solat.
aniwae gimmi a call if u free.
so till here hustling off tryin to sleep.
peace im out
Thursday, September 11, 2008
dint do anitin much yesterdae except help ma daddy with stall.
frizzey came to ma crib did some recordin.
initially its in ma room bt at last there were drilling bein done.
so where'd he go?
MY STORE ROOM.
sialah compact sia u go in damn isolated.
hahaha advice him to open the door every time he finish one part.
juz in case he die i would haf to bury him on the side of the road wif my deceased hamster.
hahahahahha hope no one notice =).
n after recordin before buke.
meet a wonderful girl whu grabbed my attention literally.
Ean Hudsons / Nur Deana
i got to say one thing.
she realli got ma attention now.
realli fun chattin wif her.
i wanna know more bout her.
jeah haha.
so till here.
btw rougue u r linked.
imma hustling off to game land.
i wish my hopes nt too high man.
if yes, im gonna fall down n it gonna hurt.
peace im out
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
haha feel soo happy currently.
yeah baybae.
2 things contributin to ma happiness.
one: finish my 1st mix tape n left some final adjustin to it before postin it.
two: my father bought m1 broadband! even though its slow it still help.
realli appreciate those whu help mie in ma mix tape.
encouragements, pointin out ma mistakes n helpin out.
wanna thx this 3 particular arss whu realli helped mie.
Iylia, shye N red.
jeah man yal did good helpin mie n i realli appreciate it.
thx damn loads man without ur arss i cant do it.
haha btw dis juz ma 1st n loads more to come.
still gotta improve.
reach to the standards of ma other homies.
even though the 1st dae of recordin which is mondae, dint go well, yesterdae it went great.
realli concentrated without bein disturbed.
i guess next time for recordin i'll juz haf to bar people from being inside.
haha i guess if u wanna talk to other ppl go out aites.
initiative wads they call it.
nah i aint mad or wad bt silent dint mean i acknowledge.
i aint poitin fingers even i'll will apply it for maself if others is recordin.
i guess i juz dont like saying "eh get out la ur noisy."
i'll bet sometin will eventually go wrong n the message of mie juz wanna record without being disturb isnt delivered n sometin else does.
i do joke when i record bt i am serious when i do it.
so off the topic:
juz watched taken juz now.
it was a great movie i would sae.
realli fully packed wif actions n touchin.
this post is loooong!
haha dis make up for the past posts i din made.
so with this broadband i hope i'll update more.
so till here.
look forward to ma mixtape aites.
imma hustling off to lalabantaland before sahur.
peace imma out
Friday, September 5, 2008
2dae quite a happenin dae.
had our 1st family meetin.
gyeah all went well.
now i know more ppl.
haha k to mention some.
scriptz, hadi, adriana she's hawt (drooling haha jk2), farhan N danial.
sry if the speeling is wrong or i gt ur names wrong homies.
gotta gt to know u all betta dat i must sae.
commitment?
im damn ready now.
i had opened ma eyes now n is no more a sleepin member.
haha yeah rite?
haha seems funny bt true.
for the crew n fam i will improve maself.
up to the sky we go mayne.
so till here.
im hustling off.
peace im out
Thursday, September 4, 2008
how'd u all been doin?
PUASE TK?
hahaha chill.
juz finished sahur n cant go to sleep so decided bloggin.
for ma lines gt great tips from Farhan(sp dj).
gyeah man i'll improve for shure.
bt some things gotta take note:
i stick to ma own style of rap
N im doin a couplet rhyme.
dats wad the wikipedia said.
its the so called AABBCC and so on.
bt imma change once in a while bt nt always.
so did some editing after ur comments.
here it goes:
hope for one wish dat would rewind da present
trace back n undo all da slipped up moment
drippin down cheeks tears contaminated with regret
advancin towards widenin ma prospect, gyeah respect
aint cute as a bear dat isnt a factor
aimin only for thicks in ma new chapter
bio carved deeply on da thing in ma chest
gotta buck up surely dis like some god's test
leave ur comments aites.
im hustling off.
wanna play warcraft frozen throne!
peace im out
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
notice its been quite some time since i update ma blog.
din feel like so uh.
bt now i haf nothin betta to do so decided to update.
as u all know now is the fastin month.
n hell yeah im fastin.
since its the holidaes im slackin at home.
tryin to write some lines.
enjoyin myself with games.
basically slack.
so till here.
im hustling off to game land.
peace im out