messed in a situation, truly it stinks
a pitch of black, dropped upon ma surroundings
cola shaken, action bursting without compassion
sinking in regret, a surgery of contraction

like a tap, turn to full blast overflowing
reaction void, all numb ain't feeling a thing
a simple apology, ain't getting reception
thoughts of illusions, sick of repetition

Label: contraction = a stage in wound healing

aye waddup?
im sick today.
running nose to the headache im getting.
nothing much happened in school.

im feeling all better now after ma homies home-visited me.
haha not because im sick bt because they juz wanna chill.
rehearsed ma collabo wif frizzey.
den harith went looking for the charger of ma long yamaha keyboard.
dude im sorry i whacked u wif the wire.
dint intend to whack it too hard.

btw on 7th nov there will be a party held by my club.
time: 9pm till late.
cost: 5bucks per head.
contact me to get the tix asap while stock last.

the headache are coming baq.
n the running nose is now blocked.
dammit.
nid to start revising for ma modules.
been slacking for the whole 3weeks.

ok gotta hustle off.
eating the panadol's making me dizzy.

peace im out

Im pissed.
no mood to blog bout anything.
reason :
bill came its 70 bucks.
all because of the froggin continuing this freggin line.
frog damnfrig.

hustling off.
mind occupied with alot of problems.

peace im out

aye.
for today no lines up for posting.
haha been out the whole dae.
went out wif ma homies.

1stly headed out to juroung east thinking that the pool there was open.
to our disappointment it dint open.
after that headed to yishun wif the tought of watching movies.
bt in the end we headed baq to marsiling.
total estimated hours wasted: 3
my sincere apologies to iylia and harith for making u come down and at last dint do anithing useful.

its a waste dat u cant join us for the pool.
cause a very interesting thing happened.
k let me type it down in detail.
i was next up for the pool.
suddenly a chick two tables away went berserk on a guy.
den a makcik wearing tudung came.
she claimed dat she was from Australia.
den she said something bout her nephew.
n she started to call the chick a bitch, whore, slut, fuck n some other things i forgot.
truly surprised we were speechless of wad was goin on.
the makcik threaten to call the police or wadeva.
since we cant do anithing we basically enjoyed the show.
add great sense of humor to me hahaha.
u guys know n to friz u missed the bloody show.
too bad uh hahaha.

ok dats all.
tommorow sch starting at 8.
damn too early.
im hustling off.

peace im out

red carpet hanging off the wall, sun's shining bright
spiderman's horizontal on it, seems god-like
out of innovation, brains heated feeling dry
next up, presenting to you part of ma own life

precaution activate, a moulder change of self from fakes
distancing away, from being best student of mistakes
disgusted in puke, im a enemy to ignorance
lover of truth, tamer of ego's making a difference

Label: its me believe it

aye wadduP?
been off lately.
was quite lazy bt yesterdae was too busy.
sis fren came n sedare2 lain dtg.
n iylia came n gave me a GTA poster.
a poster of a GTA girl hehehe =) (dont think of aniting im clean bitch).
there currently no assignment dat needs to be handed up soon.
so poly dis time round is damn friggin slack.
been working ma toungue off with the collabo with frizzey.
i think im getting the hang of it.
other than that, im dead bored.

hell yeah mondae is a holidae.
i think they got someting set up for dat dae.
pool?
movie?
lepak?
ani suggestion pls text me aites.

im hustling off.
felling damn bored.
n i miss her.
the old her.
N i nid to go to DJ jam soon.
red mau gi ajk aku, kalau tk nanti kene bantai ngan rattle sakkkk!

peace im out

sun glimmering bright, as storms washes away
pillars of character, sculptured out of clay
rooted strong, expanding wide thru horizon
traced ill cause, cover-ups facts from the treason

spreading my wings, mighty lika peaguses
standing up firm, foundation ofa fortress
written on da will, advance with bold concept
slashing thru obstruction, evading all traps

Label: 5min write-up.

aye waddup?
nthing much happened 2dae.
except for wearing my new shoes to sch.
haha 2dae is the 1st n last dae i'll be wearing it to sch.
sch was slack 2dae.
dint learn anithing as usual (except for maths).
too much slack man.
gotta buck up.
currently reading some pEEE ppt slides.
i read them coz i was excluded from the dota war.
haha chat up wif longtime friend.
got to know the current situation n such.
now im all tired up.

im hustling off.
hope the situation get betta.
for both of us.
n tommorow lesson start at 8.
damn early n damn tired.
anione wanna DJ jamM?

peace im out

been axed from ya list,
blacklisted lika rebel,
bein thrown in a pond lika pebble,
somehow understandable.

label: missing lines found

aye.
1st of all i got to apologise to iylia.
i bought a shoe for 70 bucks.
sry i dint use the money to pay u.
its not a shopping thing.
i bought it nt because i wanted to.
bt i needed to.
its been ages shld i say a year since i bought myself a pair of shoes.
the money wasnt mine bt my mom.
i called her and asked n she said ok.
so i went for it uh.
felt quite happy getting a new shoe.
hope i can take care of it.
n i guess i'll juz use it for jln2 onli.
my vans are tearing apart n im keeping it glued so its still intact.
so im gonna wear them to sch.

im hustling off.
im getting the migraine again.
fck ma brain man.
haha figure of speech.
thinking of dota 2night see how it goes.
btw the nike shoes are dope.
for me.

peace im out

once embracing a distorted dilemma
facing true image of ruin fragment
a harsh reality covered by the powerful
eye-ing close the mirrored movements of that fool

born with a gift befallen, rhythms of angel
the source of the roots, back to earth humbled
cherish wad u been blessed wif, once than never
missed it n regret for life, glimpse of heaven

label: self-check

waddup.
tomorrow theres a nike sale at concourse.
im giving it a pass.
due to reasons.

i know i owe iylia 150bucks plus.
its not i dont wanna pay up.
juz that i just dont have the cash.
i know it isnt good to be in debt to people.
bt just to let u know.
i was planning to pay u the second i got my pay during last time when i was working.
but due to certain problems i cant.
n sometimes i just forget n u know im forgetful.
if the camera is green to go i'll tell u asap.
n im gonna pay up twice when i start working i swear.
if the camera cant work i'll find another way to return u the money asap.
but for now please just dont remind me.
i got other problems that are occupied in ma fucking mind.
not girls or anithing fucked that u may think of.
lets just say its a family thing.
hope u understand.

imma let it go here.
btw u can tell the whole world, it aint some secret.
i aint mad or shooting dis down just wanna let u noe the reason.
n im really2 sincerely sorry for the very long delay.
its just seems things are fucking up now.
now u all know the fact.
dat im still owe him.
n im not covering any paisey using any tactical thing.
(frequent use by rahmat n red)

peace im out

hustled in a club, get grooving to da beat
bounce on wif da crowd n tannin on da heat
scent of perfumes lingering on da air-con
getting it real close building on da instant bonds

bboys breaking battling on da dance floor
surprising secrets, packed in store
horns emerge embracing da opposing gender
setting up da charms quality of a rooster

sway lika pendulum left n right
approaching da nearest chick ranged in sight
grinds lika a ecstasy differing every time
mixture of pleasure n guild of a crime

personality lashing out through body signs
1st judgment on ma mind damn she’s fine
looking at her rear view shapes on da curve
like eagle swooping down its prey, hands started to swerve

lust taking reign, over ma mental
lika remote robot, brains dismantled
surrendering ma body, trapped in a prison
minds rebelling, body's a treason

label: written 1/2mth ago

aye waddup.
2dae nothing special.
here to update nothing.
started off the day with the best gems.
haha n i learned quite alot during maths.
its fun when u know how to do it.
duh.
tomorrow have IE due.
n we still haven finish the last board.
damn frog.

aite till here.
im hustling meeting friz later on.
hope everything will go well tomorrow.

peace im out

invented ABS, the all baggy style
baggy shirts we'll be seen, even from a mile
dis suit aint complete without LBG pants
not forgettin the ice, locked on ur hands

supras tango wif marc ecko, status of cash
quality wise, breaching limit of its best
the puffa, the betta, u'll never ever suffa
its the 1st love man, dats wad realli matta

accessories like blings hanging on ur neck
lookin all gangster-ish, betta watch ur back
a little advice, listen u betta hush
converting to a hater, gonna get crushed

jam on ur breaks, we skipped out sometin
wad isit man, u sure it's interestin?
yes! its the fitted placed right on ur head
fitty nine fitty's shit! dats wad's been paid

label: still room for improvement

waddup homies?
hope u doin gud man.
here to post out something in ma mind.
all rite lets start from the beginning.

yesterdae ma homies n me went for a gig:
FREE YO SOUL, hosted at OdioCrib Studios.
idris(old school pop yea2), hared(name tk perna dengar), farhan(name same mcm farhan lagi satu), hafriz(setengah beku) N me(name mcm kawan aku).
haha those whu went shld noe wad i mean.
the gig was interesting.
i expected the place to be quite spacious bt it turn out very small.
bt still i experienced different kind of hiphop raps.
some are emotional some are exciting.
overall i had a great experience yesterdae.

after reading iylia post i agree on his facts.
we came together because of one thing.
brotherhood.
we been together like 4years and those times together are the things that keeping us together.
we been thru hardship n glorious times together.
the jokes among us n the time spent.
all of dis is unforgettable n irreplaceable.

i guess we shld have a meet-up so we could talk.
to me a meet-up is a good thing.
pointing out our mistakes n voicing out our opinion.
if we point out the mistake of each other its betta so we'll try not repeat it again.
at least we are aware of it and we become more understandable.
if u really look baq when we had a meeting last time.
did it change something at least a little bit?
i knoe it had.
it isnt a time where we try to shoot anione down bt its the time where we point out the mistakes we had done.
i know im talking shit now.
i betta stop.

wanna let ma homies noe.
forever u'll be ma bro.
even in whatever situation n status.
forever u're ma bro never haters.
looks aside, even looking like ubin.
i don give a fuck, u're ma bro even if ur a bin.
talking trash we ought and yes we did.
dis bond aint gonna break u get it?
inside me rooted ur souls in ma heart.
it wont come out even if i fart.


aite man hope u get wad i mean.
till here im hustling off.
to iylia im nt tryin to diss u.

peace im out

jumping high wif no boundaries, juz like free willie
never backing down, even if ya try to kill mie
looking all bushed, being thru all those experience
mind the noise level, im having a kit-kat, gracias

been thru done dat, dis saying been repeated
breaking dis chain of thought, changes implanted
going thru similar paths, details wae off different
overcoming challenges, only thing in common

cane or leash dosnt matter, tamer of my wild side
reminiscing devilish whip, emotion on high tide
tears a mixture of pain and anger, dripping down cold
pleads screaming out, please stop nothing else to be told

glancing on past, memories been recollect
walking this path, never once will i regret
tracing on the light, following ma holy instinct
life never been bright, glad to been thru the beginning

things seem to be bothering me.
n it aint important.
been mentally stressed oover dis few daes.
it feels like ma brains been overheated.
i guess it aint that important.
n i remembered life must go on.
to achieve wad i wanted from the beginning.
u been reminding mie before all dis.
i guess its too late to realize.
i tried to make up wif ma mistakes bt i guess its really too late.
even though u said u dont want to cease contact wif mie u finally did.
im blind.
n im slow.
i guess relationship aint juz ma cup of tea.

im hustling off to solat.
yeah im carving a change to my life.
without u i juz realize.
btw dont ask mie whu it is.
if u noe den be it if not dont bother.
n im talking bout the past.

peace im out

the surroundings misted by thinkings of illusions
surgery on the eye, preventing deceptions
seeking the truth, putting on the shoes of CSI
untangling the hidden message, discovering lies

trying be frank mustering up da courage
spinning the world ur pace, setting an upstage
facing the facts n details of ur slip ups
carve a change, ur whining gotta be stopped

aint acting cocky, juz a friendly competition
comparing maself, im da lowest of a fraction
aint repeating ma spills, still tryin to learn
motivation given : repeat n be burned

aye juz thinkin of postin ma latest write-ups.
been a long time since i did so.
2dae class was quite fun in some waes.
however i feel someting missing in my current self.
i donno wad it is n its damn irritating.

i think people misunderstand mie.
k let mie write it down for u whu i realli am.
i do NOT like to be made a fool of.
i can joke bt certain jokes got limit.
i try to be humble every time n if i boast im juz joking.
i wont lie to make anyone look bad.
i do NOT like to be labeled or being told of something i never do.
i do NOT find love to be a play thing.
i am a nice guy if u dont fucking mess n lie wif mie.
i AM myself n no one else.

label: dis aint pointed to anyone im juz generalizing.

dats mie.
if u got inquiries pls dial 94749111.
my customer service will attend to ani questions asked.
thank you.

leaving a trace of hustled path on da floor.

peace im out

current emotion: PISSED
im pissed wif the mafka.
i aint tryin to be rude bt cant i ask if im not sure.
its irritating the way u reply wad i ask.
i asked nicely bt i got shit.
n it realli ruined the rest of ma whole dae.
after dat the mixer n laptop lak buat hal.
wad a suey dae.
planned to jammed at last wasted ma fckin time.
sry red if i somehow affected you.

tot of bloggin the daes b4.
bt been too damn buzy wif sch n other side stuffs.
i been havin migraines quite a few times dis week.
n im seriously dead tired.
i wanna take a nap bt wanted to write some lines.
so im here coz my minds goin blank.
BLANK.
ideas aint comin in i guess ma body overheated or sometin.

k to the brighter side.
got a new fitted given by RYAN!
BAPE fitted bitch!
haha thx alot bruh!
currently im looking for a new white tee.
wanted to buy them bt not enuf casha money.
so rethinkin of buyin or not.

goin to gig dis weekend n its gonna be ma 1st gig.
so im lookin forward to seeing all ma homies go as well.
n later confirm ade hal jadi kan?
haha funny for sometimes n it can be irritating at times if u said dat.

so till here.
im hustling off.
not gonna update soo soon.

peace im out

aye waddup washappenin?
i knoe im gud, been off from blog coz been buzy.
dis gonna be a long post so get suited wif some popcorns aites.

fridae went for raye.
homies went down giving up dier fckin time to gather together.
n i tell u we had a hell of a dae.
n know wad?
mesti nyer ade hal kalau klua ngan die nie. (kan friz?)
hahahahahhahaha.
i broke my toenail n its fckin irritating.
haha ok uh not bad.
dis raye the launch of rockets were unsuccesful.
nonetheless hassan made the best fireworks n shye made the best hoverin rockets.
n we end that dae wif seekin for forgiviness among each other n its touchin.

SO 2dae? eh i mean yesterdae!
woke up early in the mornin eagerin to go shoppin wif ma homies.
met wif some dissapoinntments bt we cherished wad we had.
even though my toe is in pain i still make a fuckin effort to come down.
those did not come down had their own valid reason so we still continued on.
went out from ma crib at 12 plus coz some woke up late.
Me, Idris, Hafriz N Farhan.
reached far east n 1st thing we did is checked out some supra shoes.
n i tell u its freakin dope!
frizzey mayb gettin it soon.
den headed out to another shop.
the shop had the shades frizzey had.
he dint buy it n since its a appotunity farhan bought it.
not for himself bt for friz.
haha n i tell u he went hyped!
den checked out some shirts saw cool shirts.
headed out to takashimaya coz friz said the sales girl said the mark eco shifted to dere.
we made rounds n rounds n found out it aint dere.
so we headed back to far east.
on the wae back we decided to go to the paragon to check out the mark eco dere.
n i tell u we dint regret goin dere!
MOFO MAN THE SHIRTS ARE D.O.P.E.!
nearly bought a mark eco shirt bt finally decided not to buy.
quite dissapointed uh it was uber nice.
finally went back to far east n idris bought 2more shirts.
DAMN HES RICH hahaha wif his bdae money la.
total shirts: 3 total cost:$170
damn do the maths.
after shoppin headed to frizzey crib.
had a hell of fun dere.
met afeeq which dint seem himself.
bt nonetheless hes gud i can feel it.
so latest?
juz came back from midnight movie.
IT WAS A HELL OF A DAE!
hahaha u agree wif mie rite friz?

so now imma hustling off to sleep.
worn out.
n my toe is freakinly in pain.
fck the pain haha!
sry for the long post.
juz had too many great moments.
to friz i hope u got a hell of a party for ur bdae man.

peace im out

waddup.
had ma line reconnected yesterdae.
so this is officially ma num till further notice.
-94749111-
take it down in case u wanna contact mie or wadeva uh.
met ma homies after they finished shoppin at mustafa.
wished i was dere man wasted big time.

2dae plan been set n im ready to go.
hope ma swag is ok coz i been practicing it n i cant judge it by maself.
so i'll try ma best.

k uh seriously im feelin bored.
damn bored.
donno y uh bt life seems quiter now.
without the things happenin it seems very bored.
i guess dis is the life i haf to lead till open sch or im workin.
TALKIN BOUT SCH!
very sian lei.
everydae must reach at 8 or 8.30.
MOFO man! cant go late animore.
lecturers all changed so must observe for few weeks.

i guess people whu dont wanna other people to interfere wif their happy life juz like to block them from all the contacts.
haha cant even stay as frens.
nah nvm its ok.
bt i wont do it to anione.
hahaha juz a random idea.

till here.
practicing more.
gotta make it work.

peace im out

aye waddup.
how u all been doin?
been preoccupied wif alot of things.

n had a dream juz now which made mie wake up in sweat.
for the dream i'll not go on da details.

collabo wif frizzey on thursdae.
gotta work on ma delivery.
n sry bruh i dint practice even though u told mie alot of times.
so now im workin on ma delivery.
writin base is on hold.

gonna go out later to meet ma dad.
goin IMM to settle ma bills.
i hope they can reconnect the line on the spot.
so ma duit raye will all be spend on ma bills.
i gotta start to work.
nid help ma family n for maself.
plannin on workin at shell as cashier bt joinin next yr as im 18 next yr.

haha time flies soo past.
soo many things happen.
soo many things left unsaid.
soo many obstacles.
soo many lies.
bt i try to forget all of the bad things.
n it will haunt mie in some wae.
bt whu the fuck cares.

sch gonna reopen soon n im lookin foward to it.
at least i gt ma brains workin rather den juz slackin.
gotta go jammin for DJ asap.
nid at least jamm 3 times before i go for rattle lesson.
i dont wanna make him piss man.

till here im hustling off.
practicin on ma delivery.
i hope i can meet up wif ma bros at mustafa later.

peace im out

aye waddup.

been quite some time since i updated.
been buzy la.
haha kate raye pe.
did quite alot of visiting ma aunts n uncles n datoks in spore n msia dis weekend.
yesterdae juz went to msia to visit my datok there n i tell u the house was uber huge!
the bedroom was 2n1/2 times bigger than ma room.
plus it got a big bathroom. WTH!
haha i'll study hard to achieve that house for ma family.
dis raye haf alot of plans for ma duit raye.
so i think i cant enjoy much on it.
situations tight man so its ok.

sch gonna reopen soon n i will haf to choose ma gem module by 2dae which is the application dae 1st come 1st serve basis.
i still donno what to choose n i nid help from people whu know.
im lookin forward to sch man.
nid chiong ma studies.
n nid to brush up on DJj as its been way long since i touched it.
n im scared meetin rattle if i dint go for jammin.

k till here gt plans seted up for todae.
hustlin off now.

peace im out

aye waddup.
DA RAYE LA SEYH!
hahaha eh i still feel like nga puase seyh!

yesterdae went to raye at umah nenek father side.
slack dere one dae.
gt cashy money.
haha not alot uh dis yr.
economy no good.
todae went out wif mat n han to cwp for fun.
bored la seyh.
lookin foward to raye wif ma homies soon.
cant wait to launch ma rockets.
haha want to haf a hell load of a dae wif dem man.
btw i bought a audio tech headphone todae.
n the bass is UBER good!
shiok siol!
groovin to da beat.

it was supposed to be official yesterdae.
bt idk if it realli mean sometin.
u seem preoccupied wif sometin else, wif someone else.
call mie back 5min late kae? n im still waitin yet.
i think u nt takin dis seriously if so den nvm.
if deres a reason tell mie aite.

till here
aite hustlin off.

peace im out