My alarm branded certis cisco certified;
My ears used to be nullified so I can’t awake to the correct time,
Partly my body mostly my indolence crime,
Even with an IQ similar to Einstein.
Humanity and sincerity’s part of my heart,
Being successful is one of path life,
Everything is so finite,
Taking wisdom as journey of experience through all those seasonal nights,
Fighting with all my might to relinquish the past,
Bulldozing the great wall of fears,
Shedding agonizing tears,
Deafen my ears,
Pursuing my craze I been defying all these years.
I'm a pigeon been set off,
The past like a black widow cast off.
I don’t need an extra shoe that doesn’t fit me,
Coz I am grateful with what I possess so get what I mean,
I’m not trying to be mean nor acting the role of a movie Constantine.
I’m just trying to be me; the untainted part of my personality, the kind part which was nameless and still unseen.
If you don’t get the picture this isn’t a S.O.S.
This is my perspective view I had in mind,
If it’s still too muddled for you to agree on,
Then it’s fine,
Still it isn’t a crime to think for some time.

Label: fighting forward

im getting unmotivated.
i dunno why but with more lyrics i write down the more i am unsatisfied with it.
its like sucky i just dont know where it went wrong.
ouh well heck to it.
im doin it because of my passion anyways.

this holiday is the best holiday i ever experienced since a long time.
its more like a family type of holiday.
since i been "away" from my family for soo long its a good time to catch up.
the KL trip was great.
seems like im a kid all over again.
its great there.
wont go into details cause it will be a very long story.

ok till here.
i wont be updating much since my internet is down.
dammit.
and school is reopening soon.
OMG.
im hustling off to the beat of instrumentals.

peace im out

ok bottom line
i do not have internet at home
n its like WTF
now at sch
gtg

peace im out

Waddup.
here to update some things.

Friday:
-test is officially OVER!
-the damn freaking test is in HELL!
-im done with my freaking TEST!

haha i think u get it enough.
actually after the test i met up with my homies at cityhall.
we ate at macD and slack awile dere.
hassan, idris, afeeq, rahmat n friz was dere.
after dat we headed towards esplanade for beats and breaks.
we waited for some freaking hours till the show starts since it suddenly poured heavily.
since the show wasnt gonna start till 8 me, afeeq and mat did a spontaneous malay rap to the beats.
haha we had a hell of a time.
the show commenced at 8 starting off with Sixx.
and iylia came just in time for the show!
the female vocalist blew us away.
her voice was uber nice i must say.
even though they did covers, they performed well.
i enjoyed the show even though my butt was aching because we sat for too long on the cement.
sleeq performance was not up to standard but i went woa when richard J performed.
haha he is hell of a rapper.
after the sleeq performance we had to chow since most of us had to head baq home so i followed suit.
reached home like midnight and did some write ups and went to bed.

so dats all for now.
yesterday was a normal day so i wont go to details.
since tomorrow is hari raya haji, i wish all readers selamat hari raya haji.
and to my beloved rahmat:
please use the inai tattoo for ur escape map.
may god be with u!
hahaha!
im hustling off and mayb a new track is coming up.

peace im out

yeah u can have wadeva u like, yeah.
celebrate up! 3 papers down biacth!
hols mood coming down congratulating the time.
so wad it do?
last paper written on Friday in the building.
its gonna be like hell yeah, going down pinning.

haha.

aite now for proper english.
actually today's the 2nd last paper of the mst2.
hell yeah im happy bout it.
cause the important studpid papers are over.
woot woot woot!
left math on friday.
gonna celebrate like hell!
hols round d corner so get it starting in here.
new song in d house.
the song of celebration for me.
hate it?
please be my guest.

heard im gonna head to KL this sat.
not confirmed yet.
but one hell of a note.
im gonna have a hell of a hols.
yeah yeah!
swagger like us!

im hustling to the beat.
enjoy biacth.
haha!

peace im out

aye waddup?
2nd day and paper of the test of the week.
1st paper was a breeze and the paper just now.
literally it tasted just like hell.
though i studied abit i think i at least scored some points.
and 1 mcq for 4 marks WTH.
so went home dried after the paper.
dota wif zamil and the internet got super laggy n i DCed.
damn pissed.
after opened my notes and dozed off.
time check: 7.45pm
just finished my prayers.
i want to start studying but it just is hard for me to concentrate.

-side story-
sometimes u just wish she was yours.
ignoring the fact that she dosnt like u or just don't have any feelings for u,
u tried to pursue her with much effort.
thinking bout yourself.
but u forgot something,
u just want to see the smile.
the promise of wanting to see her happy.
but with your words u are making her feel bad.
finally she found her love.
in some ways u wished u dint met her, in others u just wish u'd known her better.
u felt happy and at the same time jealous.
looking baq u thought of what u were lacking.
just thinking bout it u went mad.
u want to be the reason for that special smile yet it was another person.
u felt unjustified.
u started to talk in a sarcastic way to her.
the jealousy grew into hate due time.
but deep inside u just felt hurt.
in the end she left u seeking another sanctuary.
time to let go.
let fate take it place.
at least the promise u made was fulfilled.
even though u was just a bus stop sheltering her with ur arms.
u were the past undefined in her book of chapters.

see the reason im distracted?
haha yeah thinking bout stupid stories.
ok hell to the mst.
i hate it.
im always doing last min revision.
2more papers to go.
wish me luck in pEEE and math.
i know im gonna do well for math.
but pEEE im just aint confident.
till here.
im hustling off.
will update soon.

peace im out