aye waddup?
2nd day and paper of the test of the week.
1st paper was a breeze and the paper just now.
literally it tasted just like hell.
though i studied abit i think i at least scored some points.
and 1 mcq for 4 marks WTH.
so went home dried after the paper.
dota wif zamil and the internet got super laggy n i DCed.
damn pissed.
after opened my notes and dozed off.
time check: 7.45pm
just finished my prayers.
i want to start studying but it just is hard for me to concentrate.

-side story-
sometimes u just wish she was yours.
ignoring the fact that she dosnt like u or just don't have any feelings for u,
u tried to pursue her with much effort.
thinking bout yourself.
but u forgot something,
u just want to see the smile.
the promise of wanting to see her happy.
but with your words u are making her feel bad.
finally she found her love.
in some ways u wished u dint met her, in others u just wish u'd known her better.
u felt happy and at the same time jealous.
looking baq u thought of what u were lacking.
just thinking bout it u went mad.
u want to be the reason for that special smile yet it was another person.
u felt unjustified.
u started to talk in a sarcastic way to her.
the jealousy grew into hate due time.
but deep inside u just felt hurt.
in the end she left u seeking another sanctuary.
time to let go.
let fate take it place.
at least the promise u made was fulfilled.
even though u was just a bus stop sheltering her with ur arms.
u were the past undefined in her book of chapters.

see the reason im distracted?
haha yeah thinking bout stupid stories.
ok hell to the mst.
i hate it.
im always doing last min revision.
2more papers to go.
wish me luck in pEEE and math.
i know im gonna do well for math.
but pEEE im just aint confident.
till here.
im hustling off.
will update soon.

peace im out