five days including today have passed.
two more days to the end of the week.
one week will end and scrap off my holiday calender.
but i enjoyed this week very much.
it seems like only a little had happened but its just an illusion.
allot had been going on lately and im just lazy to write it down here.

i got to remind myself to do the mini-project for server and cnet before schools reopen.
damn it feels like we should have a longer holiday like one month or more then i can do whatever i want.
and yes, i really need to read some books.
its been very very long since i read one.
any suggestion on which book to read?
ok today's plan :
going jamming
practicing
maybe(library)

till here.
people change from time to time.
its nature.

peace im out

given the chance, i opened the door to my heart
kept it wide open, expecting the expected
but i dint expect u to put in some glass shards
I'm down, no sound, feeling sickly devastated

they don't care so why should i be the carebear
have fun, don't slumber to a state of despair
lets put our hands up and party all night long
to all those sorrows we wave goodbye, begone

-to all broken heart-ed.

aye whaddup?
been kinda busy lately.
like someone said, keep yourself busy so that those feelings dont bother u.
so yah im down for the count.
so i need to do some articulation practice.
and some more lines.
so till hear.

peace im out

aite im back up online.
mst done.
all done.
so whats left?

chill out with my brothers what else.
sentosa, biking, swimming, gym, rhymes, recording.
all this in 3weeks.
yesterday went quite well.
took the nr2 home.
and yeah to wish shye, my pakcik, a happy 18th bdae!
haha at last u're legal man!

so till here.
more updates soon.
im left speechless.

peace im out

aye wassup?
today went quite well.
math was quite easy but we dint have enough time though.
but still i think i did ok.
and i am satisfied with myself this time.
a change of mood from yesterday paper.

so now left with 3 papers.
and currently i have no mood to revise at all.
dammit i dont know why.
will try my best.

i can do it i can do it!
believe.
i miss my sweet lollipop.

peace im out

its been a bad start for my mst.
i got 56 marks over 100.
i thank god that i passed but i had so much high hopes.
i thought i would at least scored 70+ but all i got is 56.
so much for my studying.
i really dint know what went wrong and i am pretty sure that i had all the answers right when i checked it 4 times in a row.
maybe because i edited some of the answers?
maybe im just careless of the trick question?
frankly speaking i am so pissed bout it.
and to red the way u acted is not appropriate.
imagine u got high hopes for ur project and all u get is a just pass and u told me bout it.
n i laugh and laugh imagine that?
haha i dont hold any grudges just that i hope u dont do it again aites.
a lesson for both of us to learn.

ok i just woke up from my deep slumber.
im feeling much much better after my sleep.
its kind of like a morphine to me from my stress.
ok now i got 4 papers left.
i can do it! i can do it! i can do it!
i wont give up!
i will eventually score one of my mst paper.
believe in me.
i believe.

peace im out

what i'll get and feel:

1.supra vaider hi - red canvas

2.score high in all of the mst

3.perform in the countdown

4.my sick rhymes up

5.to know her deeper

6.closer to god

7.everything and anything i always want

it doesn't matter how but i'll get them.
just belief and hope.

peace im out

we are sitting in for class
im seated behind the desk
not listening, my mind's wandering
to the open sky, soaring

like thorns poking in my pants
who wont be irritated?
cause we just cant understand
all of the words he mumbled

eyes staring at the window
on the compass, to the north
being swayed by the wind flow
so sleepy im dozing off

-lecture's a bore.

ok i just got to start on my revision like asap.
got my room cleaned.
and myself cleaned.
my mind's set up.

peace im out

hello.
guess who's back?
ok i just woke up half an hour ago from my hibernation from 3pm just now.
was damn shagged because dint get enough sleep the previous night.
just for the stupid lab test.

i guess it went well, unless the teacher sabotage me and give me a fail.
if she do so, i am so going to write a complain about her.
well i guess that this semester the lecturers aint that good for most of my lessons.
WAH FRANK'S going down biaaatch!
im going to write a letter during the holidays and let all the people in his lecture sign.
he is going down! the hard way!

so yeah, thats basically the things i want to update for now.
will be back soon.
MST-hibernation period.
and to abg mirza - congrats on sergeant rank!

peace im out

just wanna make a quick post.
so here i am.
tomorrow i have CNet lab test.
and yet i still dont know a single shit on how to prepare.
im so darn stressed up now.
not because i dont know how to do.
but my alter ego says its gonna be a easy shit.

hahahaha.
btw i named my alter ego.
D zul. hahaha nice rite?
lets just hope for the best.
i have a great future.
pray for my success aites.

ok im off.
till another day and time.
and yeah i changed my blogskin again. =D

peace im out

ok now im currently stuck outside of my house.
apparently my family went to jurong east IMM.
and the neighbour next door isnt home too.
so yah im locked outside my own house cause i dont keep home keys for myself.
its not like i dont wanna bring it along with me,
but the keys at home will usually be missing.
and my suspect is that either one of my sister; the big or the small,
took it for herself and lost they keys.
thats just how they are.
irresponsible.

today was quite a good day.
since i scored 100 for my labtest even though the quiz is a failure.
hahaha but still i have to thank my classmates and myself for helping me.
so yah it went ok.
and for infrastructure.
i think the lecturer can get the fuck hell outta this school.
it aint suitable for him anymore.
i think i will get all the classes to petition against him.
u may say im cruel but if i dont do this our grades will be affected big time.

ok my stomach hurts badly.
i need the toilet urgently.
FASTER COME BACK MOM!

peace im out

hello.

i think it's time i start afresh on this blog.
it's been quite awhile since i last updated this blog.
simply cause im just busy with school or just plain lazy to do so.

okay lets start with what i've been up to lately.
yesterday i went back to my "kampong" at pontian.
at first i was reluctant to go, but when i reached there i just want to stay there for some time.
the scenery, the ambiance and the pace of life is way different from living in singapore.
the trees were a sign of peace. somehow.
being there made something inside me glow.
the childhood experience fired up inside me.
my f1 car is still working after soo many years have passed.
it was a great time-off from work stress and all.

im like going to refresh my state of life.
like refresh my music career.
i been hibernating way too long.
so ya, i've been writing up these past few days.

so till here.
will update soon.
lick it like a lollipop.

peace im out

-clear-

-clear-

i think im not gonna go relink this blog since its a has a nice ring to it.
but however i've taken out those unimportant stuffs out as it was not useful.
i'll post again soon.
till here.

peace im out

i think im gonna refurbish and relink this blog soon. So yeah ill be back

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Mon					ET0015 SERVER Lecture DCPE/FT/2A 23,24,25 LT12C David Papkin Sem2		MS5245 MATH2A Lecture DCPE/FT/2A 24,25 T643 Lilian Chew Sem2						ET0012 NINFRA Practical DCPE/FT/2A 24 T903 Lo Cheong Wah Frank Sem2
Tue	ET0012 NINFRA Lecture DCPE/FT/2A 23,24,25 LT12D Lo Cheong Wah Frank Sem2				ET0521 NVST Lecture DCPE/FT/2A 23,24,25 LT12D Lee Kuoh Lih Sem2								ET0015 SERVER Practical DCPE/FT/2A 24 T912 Lim Kheng Hock Sem2
Wed	ET0521 NVST Practical DCPE/FT/2A 24 T924 Lee Kuoh Lih Sem2								ET0015 SERVER Lecture DCPE/FT/2A 23,24,25 LT12D David Papkin Sem2		ET502S TFC Tutorial GE/ET502S/FT 01 T1563 Thian Boon Meng Sem2
Thu	ET0010 CNET Lecture DCPE/FT/2A 23,24,25 LT12C Tan-tay Teck Bee Sem2				MS5245 MATH2A Tutorial DCPE/FT/2A 24 T12408 Lilian Chew Sem2
Fri		ET0010 CNET Practical DCPE/FT/2A 24 T911 Tan-tay Teck Bee Sem2
Sat

i have a feeling.
a feeling of comfort of where i am now.
thinking bout things that i would never have thought before.

im contented with my life for the first time.
syukur i got great pillars supporting me all this years.
as i grow, mature and see the world for myself.

T.A.G isnt a just a crew for me,
but my second family in my life.
to all of them i call brothers and try to treat each and everyone equally.
i couldnt be a better guy without them.

yet u cant just see this as a perfect life.
nothing is perfect and nobody is.
and for this reason we strive for perfection.
with passion, experiences and reflections,
we grow to be a better person inside and outside.

each individual have different talent.
and for me im still searching for it.
like a needle in a haystack.
but those who have talents should strive on it.
confidence is the determining factor.
overconfident is equal to ego but not confident at all is just stupidity.
its good to discriminate your own talent.
doing it too much might just make u stick to those thoughts,
but sometimes it might just be the medication to improve the health of your own talent.

the sky is a hope, when u fall back u can still see it.
bring urself up and reach the sky,
in the pillars is where ur trust should lie,
not to barricade yourself in some stupid lies.

and yes for my grades:

MODULE CODE	MODULE	CREDIT UNITS		GRADE
ID502B	BRAND DESIGN	2		B+
ET0906	MICROCONTROLLER TECHNOLOGY	5		B
ET0702	DATA STRUCTURES & ALGORITHMS	4		B
LC0318	CRITICAL REASONING SKILLS	2		C+
ET1002	DESIGN & INNOVATION PROJECT	2		C+
MS5246	MATHEMATICS IIB	4		D
ET0091	ANALOG SYSTEMS	5		D-

mom said i always play too much.
but syukur i passed all but D and D- is a very bad thing.
i should start studying more i guess.

peace im out like

aye baybeh!
allrite its been a looooooong time since i last update.
now hari raye has come forth and ramadhan has ended.
and im still having my dumbfrog attachment.

so what's new?
nothing much but attachments, attachments, attachments, attachments, attachments, attachments, attachments, attachments, attachments, attachments, attachments, attachments, attachments and attachments.
WHY!??!
hahaha.

ok tommorow is a friday the day of the week that i most treasure.
plainly cause i get to spend my time with my family and friends.

ok i have no more idea on what to blog.
so im off chows.
EH!
ok i remembered.
my results are like depressing.
but alhamdullilah i passed all.
syukur.

peace im out

wassup my blog!
damn this is one dusty blog.
been quite awhile since i updated.
due to exam and just plainly nothing new to say.

ok ITP's coming up this 7th sept and i still have one paper to go.
Analog System.
However i just have this holiday mood cause i finished the maths paper.
i wanna party!!
come on thursday i must get it over and done with.

btw isnt monday teacher's day?
if it is, to TAG members please be informed that we will be going to wrss.
even though it is hell, we came from there.
so how bout we go back in style and wear formal?
how bout that?
get back to me if ya read this aite.

so till here.
till i have the mood again.

peace im out

yeah im back.
had to work off my back.
till my head had a crack.
back with pressure on the stacks.

been very long since i last updated & wrote some lines.
been very busy with school especially with exams around the corner.
so im taking a time off from my studying now to distress and chill.

my internal body clock have gone off.
plainly coz nowadays i'll sleep only after subuh.
im studying all night long.
this is the time when my brain functions properly.
currently doing maths and my plan is to study till Tuesday evening
then change to MCT since its on Wednesday.

i realized something.
time had passed soo quickly.
like friz said it feels like it's been only 2month since the last Ramadan.
that i have to agree with him.
thinking back i felt like it was just a few days ago.
alot of memories were made last year around this month.
we've been through alot.
personally and together.

after this exams i'll make sure to spend more time with T.A.G.
and be more active in DJ and write more lines.
so till here.
Good luck and all the best for those who are having exams or having them soon.
study smart aites.

peace im out

aye wassup.
its Monday 10 august 10.12pm.
i reached home like and hour earlier.
and yeah we had a hell of a day.
i mean we : Rahmat, Shaiful, Iylia, Farhan and Me.

actually we're supposed to celebrate AFEEQ's BDAE but due to circumstances he cant join.
too bad den, it aint my loss totally.
we set out to sentosa around 10 when we're supposed to meet at 8,30?
its the norm for the people who are late i supposed.
thanks ibu for the great 'lakse goreng' even though u're not reading this!
played Frisbee and swam till around 4pm.
we changed and headed back home.
reached causeway and ate at MAC.
and headed home soon after that.
know the funny part?
there were damn loads of BANGLAS at sentosa today!
like WTF!

haha gonna end here for today.
gotta start on studying real soon.
damn i cant be lagged behind.
and yeah not to forget,
i really thank everyone who came today from the bottom of my heart.
u all made my day homies!

peace im out

yeah i changed my url.
no particular reason i've been wanting to change it for a long time too.
ok im supposed to get ready now to go to my grandma's place.
but no rush rite? so imma take my time.

k recently i have been going to DJ.
meetings and stuffs but i atleast laid some Turntables on my hands.
haha it felt good and it kinda brings back my passion.
i still remember the first year when i entered the club.
it was really fun and exciting.
but reaching 2nd year i got lazy and the passion kindof died off.
now, the passion is back.
i wanna spin for my passion not fashion.

ok moving on.
supposedly we were supposed to go to sentosa today.
but i had to cancel my part as i gotta go to my grandma's house.
den iylia was tired and have religious lesson at night.
so i took the priority to cancel it.
so to mat, im sincerely sorry if i sounded pissed.
u know i know.
will try to make up to it another day aite?

k enough said.
im going off.
mom's rattling again.
shessh.

peace im out

aye wassup.
been quite awhile since i blog.
abit busy but im taking this time off to blog.

last week i was sick and was given 5days MC.
i went like OHMAIGOSH.
haha the doc said he'll give me abit longer MC i dint expect it to be that long.
so ya i mostly slacked the whole week.
and i need to do alot of catching up.
last week was cool since everything went well.
spent my time with ma homies and all.

so this week.
its been well soo far.
i repeat soo far.
and yeah i went to DJ meeting just now.
shanan was jamming and i was observing.
n i was thinking, damn i was left behind alot.
since i dint go for practice jamming at all and hang at clubroom.
but yeah i've been busy and lazy.
i been wanting to go but there's just no time suitable for me.
so yea.. i gotta be more commited or some people will start calling me poser.
call me whatever u like but i aint commenting on anyone.
so yea im doing DJ for passion,
not just for the sake of the name DJ.

ok i'll stop here.
will try to update soon.

peace im out

short post in point forms.

-went to sentosa

-only 4 people went(me, friz, mat, shye)

-had fun

-loads of fun

-met shye and caught up

-me shye and mat made a hell of a frisbee team

-got a couple we suspect them having sex in the sea water

-packed up

-washed up

-stuck in the rain

-friz bag was soaked wet

-my laptop was dripping out water

-headed back home after the rain stopped

-my laptop is spoilt

-i dont blame hafriz

-i dont blame anyone

-thx mat and shye for the great food

-thx to those who came and made it happen

-im in a bad mood

-i dont give a fuck

-dont get on my nerves

peace im out

aye sup?!

aite today i got the last n final result for the mst.

how do i want to say it..

i dint do good enough.

2 pass 2 fail.

but i aint down yet cause the war have yet to be decided.

ifyouknowwhatimean.

ok frankly speaking i do not feel like going to school tmr.

simply cause thats the subject where i will score even without attending the freaking lessons which bore the whole class.

so tmr plan is to go to gig with my homies which i have not met for quite some time.

even if its for a week it still seem long rite bruhs?

so hopefully tmr "MOST" of us will go.

i quote most cause i know some will not go with or without reason so i'll not bother to ask them anyway its their initiative to tell.

those who go will have an enjoyable time i hope.

aite till here.

im hustling off.

and yeah to Afeeq: " Get well soon bruh!".

-updated song tracks-

peace im out

drift off to your lust this is the paradise

a moment of your time which is worth the price

as time ticks the temperature rises up

while the sleeping animal inside woke up

this's an emergency, gotta break the glass

the dance floor burning up, with tempo soo fast

embrace the moonlight shining the night's still young

yet to taste the prey on my very own tongue

keep your cool dancing, working on the magic

just savour this one moment without tragic

forgetting the reasons why im feeling down

the music and beats made my emotions drown

she drop real low to the floor with twirl and swirls

shes deeply in thought, focused on her own world

outshines the rest as she's the best one which last

rejecting other request like they're a pest

caught her eye in the midst of the commotion

teased me pleased me im stuck in her illusion

wearing an indelible smile on her face

she's just the ecstasy of what my lust crave

tuned with the beats booming, synchronised we swayed

like how's the melody of a song is made

inches from her, position ready to pounce

yet my heart feels heavy, decided to bounce

peace im out

aye wassup.

this 2 days/ weekend is ok.

though i dint do any recordings,

i finished the days with my cousin and family.

sorry to those who wanted to make plan with me.

and to mat especially because i dint stick to my words.

but i did say it was not confirm if i was not wrong.

but anyway im sorry aite bro.

just now went to grandmom/father's mom place.

forgot to bring my hp.

and after that went straight to watch movie with my coz.

thx abg mirza for "belanja" me.

we watched Ice Age 3 in 3D.

n it was my first.

gotta admit it was cool.

but my eyes and head hurts looking through the glass.

anyway the movie was fine.

i'll rate it 7.5/10.

got this line which i remember from the movie.

"why u got the back covered when the "goods" are in the front?"

haha get it?

ok now im going off.

tmr sch starts at 10am.

haish...

better set my focus and priorities right.

peace im out

aye wassup.

been awhile since i update again.

but this is not due to laziness.

errr...ok not totally due to laziness but there's still some.

but still the main reason is my mst.

MID SEMESTER TEST.

let me tell u this.

4days of killer papers.

i mean 3.

the last one which is yesterday was a breeze.

but the previous 3 was killer.

why? obviously the reason is last minute study of course.

i think i need a real hard smack on my head.

plainly coz i go around with this thinking:

"last minute study also can pass so why worry"

thats the devilish part of me.

and thats gonna be my downfall.

so now the hellish day is over, for now.

till it come and haunts me again at the end of the semester.

so whats my plan?

im gonna try my best to change my habits, the bad ones.

do i even have a good one?

ok i better stop.

gonna enjoy this 3 days of holidays before im getting back to school.

im hustling off.

peace im out

wassup.

time/date check: 7.55pm/24-06-2009.

acheivement check: nothing.

ok its wednesday today.

and on monday i went to chalet.

it was a last min call up but most of the class came down.

i repeat MOST.

there were some who said they would come but ended dint come.

well at least now i know who to ask and not to ask if im gonna hold another chalet.

we ton the whole night cycling, walking, bowling and playing cards.

at around 5 most of us were dead.

but we went near the beach to see the sunrise.

stupid jokes were made here and there.

but seeing the sunrise really brings up my spirit.

even though the sunrise was not perfect,

it sure is for my first time.

thanks wilson for holding the last min chalet.

and the rest who CAME, at least the made an effort.

thanks the guys who stayed over also.

ok now to some more serious matter.

i havent study for my test which is on next week.

school is opening soon but because of h1n1 im hoping that holiday will be extended.

who dosnt rite??

i wrote some new lines which have meaning to myself.

check it out:

in one corner of my eye

life's a portrayal of hell

the feeling of being tied

deep inside an endless well

but hanging around here

it's got me thinking

of how to overcome fear

that's what I'm scheming

simple but true to me.

im hustling off.

hit me on my cell if needed.

peace im out

wassup?

been awhile since i blog.

nothing much to update.

and nothing much happen lately.

im burning off my holidays just like burning paper.

wasted more than 1weeks of holiday now.

i admit i have done nothing.

nothing at all.

Music wise, physical training wise and passion wise.

as iylia said i dont put in any effort at all.

yea true, very true.

i cant go out much now.

i dont have much freedom like i used to cause there's one less person in the house.

so that made me in charge of the house when my parents are working.

hope you guys understand.

this is not the usual situation of me being lazy.

hope ya'll know that.

its not like im complaining or what.

its just that im not used to do these things.

thus im quite frustrated myself.

usually when trouble comes, it always come to me.

people gave me responsibility and i passed it to the person whom i thought was responsible.

in the end the person was not responsible and i got the blame.

so put the blame on me.

u can put the blame on me.

mom's freaking out and being stress.

and she thinks that not talking to me is a good idea.

well its up to her.

even if she got new information she wont share it.

she thought i am the same as her.

dont catogerize me with that brainless idiot.

FUCK IT.

peace im out

Well I know we just met yesterday
But things they look so right
Cause you always know just what to say
And what is on my mind
Girl I feel I need a special way
To ask you to be mine
But I don't know when's the perfect day
Or what's the perfect time

Babe you leave me confused
Don't know if I should let you know or wait it out girl
Wish I knew just what to do
I'm so confused

So girl what you wanna see?
Wanna see me get down on my knees?
Wanna hear me beg you baby please?
Wanna see me crying for mercy?
Oh girl I wish I knew your world
I think i'm losing my head over you girl

Well someone once told me that you'll end up lonely
Don't let love ever pass you by
Cuz I've seen it happen to people
That mattered to me with my very own eyes
Maybe they were mistaken
And I should be waiting, for you to show me your sign
Or should I just let you know, that if I let you go
I'd wonder the rest of my life

note: lyrics of raghav-so confused