wazzup.
what a day for me.
my sis dint come back home for the whole night,
i dint sleep waiting for her,
she dint even call or come back in the morning.

GEMs project.
submission and presentation by today.
harith did ALL the work.
since i prioritize seeing shye off im landing him into a shitty state.
i know he's mad and pissed.
i know even apologizing wont help.
even knowing this im still apologizing.
and i promise i'll do my best there wont be a next time.

now im thinking.
should i just not go tmr and leave the presentation to red since he did it?
no. i'll just be making it worst by just doing that rite?
should i not get involved with this GEMs anymore?
mayb. but i'll be just running away without facing the problems like a coward if thats the case.
should i do a project with him again?
mayb not? cause i may repeat the same situation as now and i dont want this mistake to happen to him again.
have i done the right decision today?
to me yes and partly no. since i promised shye to send him off i made the right decision for myself. but i have a due project gems tmr so i dint do the right decision and this just show im plain selfish.

(this part onwards isnt intended to anyone im just generalising)

most of the times i like to make excuses.
like when im too lazy to do homework i'll just go "huh? got eh? i dint know".
but sometimes when there's a valid reason it'll just seem like an excuse.

k even i am getting confused on what im writing.
so i'll just stop here.
too many things on my mind.
just wanna apologize once again to two of my brother : friz and red.
i know i have landed in a deep pile of mess now.
so im trying my best to clear it out.

peace im out

aye wazzup.
aite juz watched hip hop countdown on mtv just now.
and i came up with this idea.
how bout i update this in my blog so ya'll can keep track of new tracks and number one on the list.
and this will be like a reminder to me to keep myself updated too.
ok i think this may be abit confusing so just forget it.

From: mtvasia.com, dated may 17 2009

1	Right Round Flo Rida Feat Ke$ha
2	Kiss Me Thru The Phone Soulja Boy Tell 'em Feat Sammie
3	Blame It Jamie Foxx Feat T-Pain
4	Dead & Gone T.I. Feat Justin Timberlake
5	Beautiful Akon Feat Colby O'donis & Kardinal Offishall
6	Heartless Kanye West
7	Love Sex Magic Ciara Feat Justin Timberlake
8	Mad Ne-Yo
9	Knock You Down Keri Hilson Feat Kanye West & Ne-Yo
10	We Made You Eminem

and yea i watched nitro circus just now too.
it was freaking awesome!
haha kinda stupid but way fun dude!
talking bout awesome,
at family affair 3 yesterday,
i was totally awed!
especially fam from malaysia.
i went like woa!
haha.

aite now bout da'sho case 7.
T.A.G will be participating in it.
in detail the performers are :friz and afeeq
and we hope the people reading this will come down and support us!
the tix is 8bucks per person and if u wanna get the tix contact me personally or go to our home blog and leave ur contacts.
so we really would appriciate that u buy the tix and come down to support us aite.


















peace im out

aye..
damn im in a bad mood..
tot i would impress my homies with the new mixtape..
but i got my tongue tied and it went all wrong..
but its ok from the comments i'll improve, that i'll promise.
thanks guys for the comment really appreciate it.

i really have an issue of getting myself hated with my actions without me noticing.
damn i really feel like not going to the DJ camp now since i know somethings up.
im like in a dilemma now.
but the bottomline i'll still go and just close one of my eyes.

ok enuf of the bad parts,
now the good entry.
Shye bought a new SUPRA!
DAMN! Hahahaha!
grats dude, (kalau aku ade rezeki lebih aku beli lah)
and friz bought the supra Tshirt.
and i passed my quiz which is worth 15% of the module!
without hardwork + enough sleep = 74/100 marks.

aite till here.
hope everyone can come down for the thing tmr.
eh pardon me, i meant today.

peace im out