My alarm branded certis cisco certified;
My ears used to be nullified so I can’t awake to the correct time,
Partly my body mostly my indolence crime,
Even with an IQ similar to Einstein.
Humanity and sincerity’s part of my heart,
Being successful is one of path life,
Everything is so finite,
Taking wisdom as journey of experience through all those seasonal nights,
Fighting with all my might to relinquish the past,
Bulldozing the great wall of fears,
Shedding agonizing tears,
Deafen my ears,
Pursuing my craze I been defying all these years.
I'm a pigeon been set off,
The past like a black widow cast off.
I don’t need an extra shoe that doesn’t fit me,
Coz I am grateful with what I possess so get what I mean,
I’m not trying to be mean nor acting the role of a movie Constantine.
I’m just trying to be me; the untainted part of my personality, the kind part which was nameless and still unseen.
If you don’t get the picture this isn’t a S.O.S.
This is my perspective view I had in mind,
If it’s still too muddled for you to agree on,
Then it’s fine,
Still it isn’t a crime to think for some time.

Label: fighting forward

im getting unmotivated.
i dunno why but with more lyrics i write down the more i am unsatisfied with it.
its like sucky i just dont know where it went wrong.
ouh well heck to it.
im doin it because of my passion anyways.

this holiday is the best holiday i ever experienced since a long time.
its more like a family type of holiday.
since i been "away" from my family for soo long its a good time to catch up.
the KL trip was great.
seems like im a kid all over again.
its great there.
wont go into details cause it will be a very long story.

ok till here.
i wont be updating much since my internet is down.
dammit.
and school is reopening soon.
OMG.
im hustling off to the beat of instrumentals.

peace im out

ok bottom line
i do not have internet at home
n its like WTF
now at sch
gtg

peace im out

Waddup.
here to update some things.

Friday:
-test is officially OVER!
-the damn freaking test is in HELL!
-im done with my freaking TEST!

haha i think u get it enough.
actually after the test i met up with my homies at cityhall.
we ate at macD and slack awile dere.
hassan, idris, afeeq, rahmat n friz was dere.
after dat we headed towards esplanade for beats and breaks.
we waited for some freaking hours till the show starts since it suddenly poured heavily.
since the show wasnt gonna start till 8 me, afeeq and mat did a spontaneous malay rap to the beats.
haha we had a hell of a time.
the show commenced at 8 starting off with Sixx.
and iylia came just in time for the show!
the female vocalist blew us away.
her voice was uber nice i must say.
even though they did covers, they performed well.
i enjoyed the show even though my butt was aching because we sat for too long on the cement.
sleeq performance was not up to standard but i went woa when richard J performed.
haha he is hell of a rapper.
after the sleeq performance we had to chow since most of us had to head baq home so i followed suit.
reached home like midnight and did some write ups and went to bed.

so dats all for now.
yesterday was a normal day so i wont go to details.
since tomorrow is hari raya haji, i wish all readers selamat hari raya haji.
and to my beloved rahmat:
please use the inai tattoo for ur escape map.
may god be with u!
hahaha!
im hustling off and mayb a new track is coming up.

peace im out